PRIOR CHAPTER

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The Burning Book

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Funny, the damage a silly little book can do,

especially in the hands of a silly little girl.

Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

movie (2002)

 

There must be something in books,

things we can't imagine.  

- Ray Bradbury

 Fahrenheit 451

 

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     The newly initiated adept dropped to her knees and bowed her head, her palms held open before her.  She was ready to take on The Burden.  Identically robed in white, her Predecessor placed The Book into the adept’s hands. 

     “Be Aware.  Ye Book, it changeth.”

     "D'Agon fhtagn."

 

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No book had ever really hinted of it,

though the deathless Chinamen said that there were

double meanings in the Necronomicon 

of the mad Arab Abdul Alhazred

which the initiated might read as they chose,

- H.P. Lovecraft 

The Call of Cthulhu

 

Expecting runes or hieroglyphics,

we found words in English.  Of course, I thought. 

The old man would read them as French,

a Persian as Farsi. 

So it must be with revelation –

it’s not the language that matters,

but the communication of ideas.

- Richard Bach

One

 

No one could read the old writing now,

but things were told by word of mouth. 

The chanted ritual was not the secret –

that was never spoken aloud, only whispered.

- H.P. Lovecraft

The Call of Cthulhu

 

FH:  Metamessage.

BH:  Metamessage.

WM:  Metamessage.

- Frank Herbert

Interviewed with B. Herbert by Willis McNelly 3 Feb 1969

 

Meanwhile no more must be told. 

There was a secret which even torture could not extract. 

Mankind was not absolutely alone

among the conscious things of earth,

for shapes came out of the dark

to visit the faithful few. 

- H.P. Lovecraft

The Call of Cthulhu

 

the secret cult would always be waiting

to liberate him.  

- H.P. Lovecraft

The Call of Cthulhu

 

We are accustomed to look upon the shackled form of a conquered monster

but there — there you could look at a thing monstrous and free.

- Joseph Conrad

The Heart of Darkness


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     All Inquisitor Caspar Pietro Marco Sarducci's thoughts were on and of God (as only the inquisitor knew Him).  Surrounding the inquisitor were the instruments of his Calling – ingenious devices designed to produce physical and mental discomfort, pain, and/or death –, all intended purely for the redemption of wayward souls, if and when this was even possible.  The standards of his profession were arrayed around him: whips, flaying knives, thumbscrews, hot coals, the Iron Maiden, the rack, even the water-boarding equipment Caspar personally favored.  A sardonic smirk crossed the Inquisitor’s lips and then was gone as an iron key rattled in a lock. 

     A massive man in immense black robes performed a small miracle by fitting his bulk through the dungeon's door.  The giant lumbered across the cell toward Inquisitor Sarducci.  Another key rattled in another lock.  The ogre slipped the chain that bound the Inquisitor to the wall, and with a ham-hock fist pointed to the oversized chair that dominated the center of the chamber.

     “Sit.”

     The beast–man commanded.  Without thinking, the Inquisitor did as he was told.  He found it came rather naturally to him.  

 

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sit (v.)

Old English sittan 

"to occupy a seat, be seated, sit down, seat oneself;

remain, continue; settle, encamp, occupy;

lie in wait; 

- www.etymonline.com/word/sit

 

Siege Perilous, early 13c.,

the vacant seat at Arthur’s Round Table,

according to prophecy

to be occupied safely only by the knight

destined to find the Holy Grail),

from Old French sege “seat, throne,”

from Vulgar Latin *sedicum “seat,”

from Latin sedere “sit” (see sedentary). 

The military sense is attested from c.1300;

the notion is of an army “sitting down” before a fortress.

- www.etymonline.com/?search=grail

 

waiting

to liberate him.  

- H.P. Lovecraft

The Call of Cthulhu

 


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     Caspar's feet did not reach the floor when he sat in the gigantic chair.  The experience made him feel like a child.  The inquisitor knew the psychological effect was intentional.  You want to make me feel helpless.  You can try, but you will not succeed.  God, Himself, empowers me.  

     The inquisitor gasped as the chain to his leather collar was pulled taut and tethered to the back of the chair.  The black-robed monster bound Caspar’s wrists and ankles to the chair with lambskin straps.  Over these he locked down thick iron clamps.  Caspar felt exposed, vulnerable, and truly helpless.  The apish monk turned toward the door and bowed. 

     A hooded figure, robed in white, emerged from the darkness on the other side of the doorway.  The mysterious creature's movements seemed supernaturally graceful; Caspar imagined she floated as she crossed the room to stand before him, the hem of her floor-length garment undisturbed by the movement of her feet.  Her slender hands were his first glimpse of her flesh as they emerged from the voluminous sleeves to throw back the hood which had veiled her hauntingly beautiful face in its shadow. 

     She bowed her head in meditation.  At that exact moment, Caspar saw his first true vision: a child-king, dancing on a throne.  He smelled the ocean and exotic flowers foreign to him. The woman sung whispered words unintelligible to the uninitiated.  Caspar was struck dumb, and fell mute. His lips frozen shut against his will.  The guard placed a tall, cushioned stool just behind the woman. 

     "Thank you, Brother Aquino." 

     The inquisitor heard a voice like a siren's song, haunting and alluring.  Arthur nodded, and left the room.  The door clanged shut, the key rattled in the lock, and then they were alone.  She appeared to slither as she raised herself up to sit, light as a feather, on the high stool.   

     Succubus, thou art proof, Caspar thought to himself, his mouth invisibly bound, that the Devil possesses Angelic beauty with which to tempt the Servants of God

     She smiled.  Caspar suddenly suspected she heard his thoughts.  Caspar felt a torturous longing building within him.  His temptress reached her right hand into her left sleeve.  It reemerged holding a small, hide-bound book.  Her tongue darted – so snake-like, he thought – to moisten her full lips.  And then the beauty in white began to read aloud. 

     The inquisitor had thought they were going to kill him.  Instead, Caspar realized, they intended to drive him mad – or, at least, madder.  He cried out.  Mother of God!  No sound came from his lips. It was all in his head.  The room began to spin.

 

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sort of

spinning, spinning,

and then it was like

I was pushed from behind

and I fell

- Terrence McKenna

Alien Dreamtime

 

And then it was like

looking down

a very deep cave into total unpulsating blackness

until he felt himself pulled down into it,

falling and falling and falling:

 But as he is slowly falling and falling slowly

he is telling himself stories now,

don’t you know that way? 

- Robert Anton Wilson

The Widow’s Son

 

He heard a terrible, inhuman scream

and absently decided it was himself,

back in the interrogation room there,

but he was falling now

into the inward-turning spiral

- Robert Anton Wilson

The Widow’s Son

 

into another place

that didn’t seem like a state of mind,

it seemed like another place.

- Terrence McKenna

Alien Dreamtime

 

"It may appear strange, but now,

when we were in the very jaws of the gulf,

I felt more composed than when we were only approaching it. 

Having made up my mind to hope no more,

I got rid of a great deal of that terror which unmanned me at first. 

I supposed it was despair that strung my nerves."

"It may look like boasting – but what I tell you is truth – 

I began to reflect how magnificent a thing it was

to die in such a manner,

and how foolish it was in me to think

of so paltry a consideration as my own individual life,

in view of so wonderful a manifestation of God's power. 

I do believe that I blushed with shame

when this idea crossed my mind. 

After a little while I became possessed

with the keenest curiosity about the whirl itself. 

I positively felt a wish to explore its depths,

even at the sacrifice I was going to make;

and my principal grief was that

I should never be able to tell my old companions on shore

about the mysteries I should see. 

These, no doubt, were singular fancies

to occupy a man's mind in such extremity

– and I have often thought since,

that the revolutions of the boat around the pool

might have rendered me a little light-headed."

- E. A. Poe

A Descent into the Maelstrom

 

BOOKS ARE BOATS.

MANY VOLUMES START DOWN THAT STREAM,

ONLY TO BE LOST

- Dan Brown

The Lost Symbol

 

in a droll allegory,

"The Ship That Found Herself," once

explained what happens

- Giorgio de Santillana and Hertha von Dechend

Hamlet’s Mill

the shadow ship started to emerge from its shadow. 

And there was ever so tiny time distortion. 

And reality twisted...

- A.E. Von Vogt

Earth Factor X

 

Then he was in the sea, down out of the turmoil,

through the green haze, into an astonishing, clear world

of beauty and pitilessness and bleak cold survival

against malevolence

- Susan Cooper

The Dark is Rising

 

Maria, the angel, was dancing for him. 

Then he saw her webbed feet and knew she was from the sea 

and would drag him down,

 down into a watery death, as he had always feared. 

And then a blue lion walked past and not just his body was blue,

but all about him was a blue luminescent aura;

and he sang slowly, distinctly:

“Mark my words, you will come to know God.”

- R.A. Wilson

The Widow’s Son

 

I am

you and you are me

 Why’s that such a mystery?

- Lenny Kravitz

Believe

 

the Mother of All,

the unity of many,

- R.A. Heinlein

Stranger in a Strange Land

 

Personification of holiness. 

Western Semitic.  Known from inscriptions at Tyre

where a human figure stands naked on a lion,

wearing a spiral headdress

and holding lotus blossoms and serpents. 

- Michael Jordan

Encyclopedia of Gods


And the angel mermaid said

 “Matter of space, matter of time, matter of mind. 

You will come to new good.”

- R. A. Wilson

The Widow’s Son

 

Mater Matuta

Sky Goddess.  Italic. 

The personification of the dawn light

who evolved into a fertility deity concerned with childbirth. 

She is also a tutelary goddess of mariners. 

See also Isis.

- Michael Jordan

Encyclopedia of Gods

 

Meter

Mother goddess.  Greek.

  The essence of the great mother of all gods,

equating most closely with Gaia. 

- Michael Jordan

Encyclopedia of Gods

 

Mata (great mother)

Primeval mother goddess.  Hindu. 

The archetypal progenitor of all living things. 

- Michael Jordan

Encyclopedia of Gods

 

mother (n.1)

"female parent, a woman in relation to her child,"

Middle English moder, from Old English modor, from Proto-Germanic *mōdēr 

(source also of Old Saxon modar, Old Frisian moder, Old Norse moðir, Danish moder,

Dutch moeder, Old High German muoter, German Mutter), from PIE *mater-"mother"

(source also of Latin māter, Old Irish mathir, Lithuanian motė,

Sanskrit matar-, Greek mētēr, Old Church Slavonic mati), "

[b]ased ultimately on the baby-talk form *mā- (2); with the kinship term suffix *-ter-"

[Watkins]. Spelling with -th- dates from early 16c.,

though that pronunciation is probably older (see father (n.)).

Sense of "that which has given birth to anything" is from late Old English;

as a familiar term of address to an elderly woman,

especially of the lower class, by c. 1200.

Mother Nature as a personification is attested from c. 1600; 

mother earth as an expression of the earth as the giver of life is from 1580s. 

Mother tongue "one's native language" is attested from late 14c. 

Mother country "a country in relation to its colonies" is from 1580s. 

Mother-love "such affection as is shown by a mother" is by 1854. 

Mother-wit "native wit, common sense" is from mid-15c.

Mother of all ________ 

- www.etymonline.com/word/mother

She was savage and superb, wild-eyed and magnificent.

There was something ominous and stately in her

deliberate progress. 

And in the Hush that had fallen

suddenly upon the whole sorrowful land,

the immense wilderness, the colossal body

of the fecund and mysterious

life seemed to look at her, pensive,

as though it had been looking at the image

of its own tenebrous and passionate soul.

- Joseph Conrad

Heart of Darkness

 

represented as spirals, wheels, concentric circles, 

swastikas, firewheels, and other images. 

- en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gorgon

 

the spiral, symbolises the universal snake,

which in turn is the embodiment of the dynamism,

life force and regenerative powers of nature. 

- Richard Rudgley

The Lost Civilizations of the Stone Age

 

The awkward stance of the gorgon, with arms and legs at angles

 is closely associated with these symbols as well.

- en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gorgon

 

The dynamic energy represented by the snake image

and the spiral seems to be intimately associated

with the life-giving element of water.  In Old European iconography

one of the most important members of the pantheon is the snake goddess. 

She is represented either as part human, part snake,

or simply as a human covered with spiral motifs. 

In the Neolithic period as in the ancient world,

the symbol of the serpent is also associated with rainfall

– an aspect of nature that is obviously of fundamental concern to farmers.

- Richard Rudgley

The Lost Civilizations of the Stone Age

 

mead (n.2)

"meadow," Old English mæd, Anglian med "meadow, pasture,"

from Proto-Germanic *medwo (source also of Old Frisian mede,

Dutch made, German Matte "meadow," Old English mæþ "harvest, crop"),

from PIE *metwa- "a mown field,"

from root *me- (4) "to cut down grass or grain."

Now only archaic or poetic.

- www.etymonline.com/?search=mead

 

mead (n.1)

"fermented honey drink," Old English medu,

from Proto-Germanic *meduz source also of Old Norse mjöðr,

Danish mjød, Old Frisian and Middle Dutch mede,

Old High German metu, German Met "mead"),

from PIE root *medhu- "honey, sweet drink"

(source also of Sanskrit madhu "sweet, sweet drink, wine, honey,"

Greek methy "wine," Old Church Slavonic medu, Lithuanian

medus "honey,"

- www.etymonline.com/?search=mead

 

the name of one of the three Gorgons with snakes for hair,

whose glance turned to stone him who looked upon it

(attested in English from late 14c.).

Her name is from Greek Medousa, literally "guardian,"

fem. present participle of the verb medein "to protect, rule over"  

- www.etymonline.com/?search=medusa

 

Medusa was once the goddess herself,

hiding behind a prophylactic Gorgon mask:

a hideous mask intended to warn the profane

against trespassing on her Mysteries. 

- Jane Harrison 

quoted in Gillian M. E. Alba's 

Melusine the Serpent Goddess

 

Possibly related, a female figure, probably a sea-goddess

is depicted on a Minoan gold ring from the island Mochlos in Crete. 

The goddess has a monstrous head and she is sitting on a boat.

  A holy tree is depicted,

probably related to the Minoan cult of the tree.

- en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gorgon

 

There before him was

- Philip Freeman

The Philosopher and the Druids

 

the very woman who had appeared in his dream.

- Philip Freeman

The Philosopher and the Druids

 

I felt sure that I was on the track of

a very real, very secret, and very ancient religion

whose discovery would make me an anthropologist of note.

My attitude was still one of absolute materialism,

as l wish it still were,

and I discounted with almost inexplicable perversity

the coincidence of the dream notes

and odd cuttings collected by Professor Angell. 

- H.P. Lovecraft 

The Call of Cthulhu

 

It was from the artists and poets

that the pertinent answers came,

and I know that panic would have broken loose

had they been able to compare notes. 

- H.P. Lovecraft 

The Call of Cthulhu


Wait a minute!  Hold on!

“What the fu--?”

  You come within two consonants of pronouncing

the “F” word...

dropping the “F” bomb.  

Who could blame you?

This card ... why, you’ve never seen this card before.

At one time or another,

you’ve at least glanced at every card in the Tarot,

and you are absolutely positive

this one has not been among them.What the... fun?

To a degree, it resembles the star card,

except that the nude female who is kneeling beside a pool

has, on this card, green scales over the lower half of her body,

and her hands and feet are webbed like a frog’s. 

Moreover, she’s wearing a headdress that resembles the tail of a fish. 

At the bottom of the card where it would normally read 

the Magician, the Tower, the Empress,

or in this case, perhaps, the Star,

it reads, in the usual block letters, the Nommo. 

The Nommo?  What the...

- Tom Robbins

Half Asleep in Frog Pajamas

 

It seemed to be a sort of monster,

or symbol representing a monster,

of a form which only a diseased fancy could conceive.

If I say that my somewhat extravagant imagination yielded

simultaneous pictures of an octopus, a dragon, and a human caricature,

I shall not be unfaithful to the spirit of the thing. 

- H.P. Lovecraft 

The Call of Cthulhu

 

the Mother of All, the unity of many,

- R.A. Heinlein

Stranger in a Strange Land

 

Cybele!”

Jill’s costume suddenly changed.

Isis!”- again.

Frigg!”... “Ge!”... “Devi!”... “Ishtar!”... “Maryam!”

Mother Eve! Mater Deum Magna!

 Loving and Beloved, Life undying -”

Caxton stopped hearing.  Jill was Mother Eve, 

clothed in glory.  Light spread

and he saw that she was in a Garden, beside a Tree

on which was twined a great serpent.  

Jill smiled, reached up and smoothed the serpent’s head

– turned back

and opened her arms.

- R.A. Heinlein

Stranger in a Strange Land

 

Licking her chops

She looks at the lunatics

- Kongos

I’m Only Joking

 

Candidates moved forward to enter

- R.A. Heinlein

Stranger in a Strange Land

 

an Octopus’s garden

- The Beatles

Octopus’s Garden

 

And the Merovingians came out of the sea, originally,

like the mermaid that washed ashore

in Napoli that time and was seen (THEY say)

by sober and scholarly men; 

but you know the sort of things THEY say...

- Robert Anton Wilson

The Widow’s Son

 

The snake, fish, or winged dragon symbol is the one

that connects all these early manifestations of the goddess,

who is a chthonic force of the earth our mother. 

All these forms are seen in Melusine the snake woman,

or woman with fish-tail,

who metamorphoses into a dragon

when she is dispossessed  and returns to the spirit world. 

The lineage of the Goddess, in her serpent and winged form,

is present through the early civilizations

of Sumer, Mesopotamia, and Babylon,

Egypt, Canaan, Palestine, Syria,

Ancient Crete, Greece, and Roman times,

through Old Europe, Celtic times,

to France, Germany, and Luxembourg of the Middle Ages,

up to the present. 

- Gillian M. E. Alban 

Melusine the Serpent Goddess in A. S. Byatt's Possession and in Mythology

 

Making a composite story out of this "evidence"

that ignores the different histories

and meanings of this art

so that it fits an interpretation

that is based on a supposed snake

that is not dated

is a real stretch of the information. 

It is flat out, misleading.

- Robbins, Campbell, Brook, & Murphy

World's Oldest Ritual Site? The "Python Cave"

 

it greatly amiss that strangers should come

and present one of their most important deities

in such an outlandish form.  

So we need to seek an explanation

- Sandra T. Barnes

Africa’s Ogun, Second, Expanded Edition: Old World and New

 

– a realist – Enki mixed denial with confession. 

“It was not I who disclosed the secret of the gods”;

I merely let one Man, an “exceedingly wise” one,

perceive by his own wisdom

what the gods’ secret was.

- Zecharia Sitchin

The Twelfth Planet

 

after thoroughly studying the manuscript again

and correlating the theosophical and anthropological notes

with the cult narrative

- H.P. Lovecraft 

The Call of Cthulhu

 

we begin to awaken,

we perceive that the world is nothing at all

like the myths and superstitions

our society has imposed on us.

- Robert Anton Wilson

The Cosmic Trigger  

 

There before him was her cult

- Philip Freeman

The Philosopher and the Druids

 

monstrous and free.

- Joseph Conrad

The Heart of Darkness


waiting

to liberate him.  

- H.P. Lovecraft

The Call of Cthulhu

 

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